Jb, you and me have just got to get together and h

Jb, you and me have just got to get together and have ourselves a debate over a good meal someday. I spend 20 years believing. I now look in side and am very comfortable not believing. Not that I want it to be this way. You have something I don't. Someone to turn to, to help you thru your trials and tribulations. God. Even if he doesn't exist, (for the sake of this point) the fact that you believe helps you. I do not have that. No matter how hard I try, deep down I know I just don't believe.

I do get sad at times because there have been plenty friends (I thought) who found out that i don't believe and quit associating with me. But that it life. I hope it doesn't happen here.

Merry Christmas

tex