Do you even take the time to re-read your posts before you hit Create? I think not! You're really going all to pieces over this, aren't you? You need to let go. Try taking deep breaths, hold it for awhile and then let it out real slow. You get high? Smoke a bowl! Go for a run, clean your room, take out the trash! You'll feel a lot better if you do something productive instead of coming here to spew venom over a silly RS that hasn't happened!

GO JBZY