Actually it was one member here who took the time to explain things to me. He had many choices he could have ignored me or trashed me but he choose to take me at face value I guess. I hope to develop that trust with him as you know trust is like a piece of paper once wrinkled it can never be the same. But I was unaware of the progress and kept on thinking about the past. That's the truth. So hat's off to him. I hope he gets to know me and what I am really all about.