dude, i hear you - and taking out the HELOC to buy CYDY shares was a bold move. i have also gotten grief from my wife over time - mainly for bragging too much early on, by not selling when it hit $10 - i may never live that one down. That said, I really hope it works out for you, me and everyone else who has been long in the stock for a long time - it has been a gut wrenching ride to some extent.
Really hope tomorrow is something good and something tangible - if it is, and we have a true partner who is credible and signs up with us, that really would represent "this time it's different". I guess we'll know by around 4:30pm or so one way or another.
Lastly, thanks for the Sanford and Son reference. Maybe the best show of all time, with Aunt Esther being my favorite TV character ever i think.