puTzz Jr . I'm not the one reading weird cryptic
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You have to admit it dose sound like you
Masochistic
(in general use) enjoying an activity that appears to be painful or tedious.
"he seems to take a masochistic delight in confronting uncomfortable truths"
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Yeah right… the modified PG rated definition is the one you meant. Here is the one I saw and it looks the more likely that you were referring to in the context of your statement.
deriving sexual gratification from one's own pain or humiliation.
"masochistic sexual fantasies"
(in general use) enjoying an activity that appears to be painful or tedious.
"he seems to take a masochistic delight in confronting uncomfortable truths"