booster hurt me badly...been playing by their rule

booster hurt me badly...been playing by their rules and will no longer...each shot devastated me for days and the pfizer booster wrecked a muscle in my arm permanently to where i cannot lift more than 10 pounds above my head. tinnitus is constant from it also. still got covid 3 times this year while masking everywhere and working from home. now a long hauler with extreme exhaustion but not nearly as bad as many. slept 12 hours last night vs my usual 6 for the past 20 years. and i am lucky and i know it. personally know at least 5 who have died. this FDA BS, i take it personally. could LL had an effect on all of this? i am positive, as we all are.

we have 400-500 deaths in the US everyday and the media will never report numbers again, for our protection. its "over". could LL had an effect on all of this? of course. the FDA slapping a hold is blatantly aggressive and the call for mandatory boosters is coming. so far i have not shown my vax card to anyone...has anyone here?