in the first 4 years I was invested here, there we

in the first 4 years I was invested here, there were long periods of silence. But thats because there wasnt much to talk about. We were waiting on trials to enroll and such.

So no, there has not been a moment like this. And, I agree this is different. In virtually every way.

No idea what it means. My mind wanders through all of the various scenarios in an endless loop, that is making time seem to stand still.