I don't want to sell a single share below my first

I don't want to sell a single share below my first initial goal as well, Jaypee. I'm literally dollars away each week from living out of my car, though. I have to be on a very, very tight budget. I've been eating so much crap lately as well, as I want to get on a much better diet but can't afford to yet. I'm 44 but feel older a lot of days and have worked so much over the years, only to waste it all away in trying to better my life and those around me. Those days are about to come to an abrupt end one day very soon, I sense. And then taking care of family, traveling, retirement. It has to be moments away now.