Who is your psychiatrist? He needs to see this. Only reason its not deleted. Your folks are trying to get you committed.Got grownup stuff to do now, but will get back with you later with some ideas. Find you amusing & for this reason I am your best chance. We can profit from your delusions. Ask yourself, why did 3 post yours & mine(relative) get deleted? Seriously, not a hater,but got some angles for you ,butch butch trdng &others. Could be good. I will challenge you every day,but not your enemy.