Have any of you ever thought that, we are drinking

Have any of you ever thought that, we are drinking the Kool-Aid? How many months, quarters, years have gone by for us? Wasnt the Golden quarter like, 2 years ago? I have yet to sell a share and will not. Sometimes I think though that we are too close. I have friends that are very liberal and are astonished that there are people that think differently than them. Yet they watch the same channels and read the same books that agree with their opinion. All I'm saying is I am guilty of it as well with CYDY. How can something be as strong as Lero and we have our tight little community that are the only ones that know it. Lots of catalyst out there to make me more of a believer, but it is truly frustrating, people are dying. Enough said.