parents-i/m not exactly sure what game u are play

parents-i/m not exactly sure what game u are playing since u reappeared on this board -

but this is at least the 2nd time you've posted that lie than i'm not doing anything on this board and that i have de facto abandoned this board and have not been posting on this board-

you have me on ignore and possibly have done so most of the time since the craziness of years ago when you lied to many and told them I was responsible for the bashers-

remember i couldnt get some early bashers banned because you kept deleting their posts before i EVER saw them so I had no evidence to show admin-

i kept telling you that to no avail-

i coudnt get them banned without evidence which you kept destroying-

but you wouldnt listen to me and kept deleting the posts without keeping a copy for evidence-

so you went crazy and bad mouthed me to whoever would listen and hysterically demanded privately up to 20x /day that i get the bashers banned- i had never seen anything like it and i've dealt w cults my entire life-

while you kept deleting their posts without saving a copy before i ever saw the posts -
i know at least part of you is aware of this because when i warned you about this maybe a couple years ago when it looked like maybe you could be starting the games again I saw and heard your reaction to my post-so i knew at least part of the original you before you made a contract with you know who was still alive

your games back then cost me at least hundreds of hours for which you have never even attempted to apologize- because of your lies you even got some longs belonging to your stable to attack me publicly as you did- i had never seen that before

I've never seen the angry 5 sided dynamics that i've seen on this board despite reading possibly hundreds of boards and growing up in a cult by birth myself and writing hundreds of essays etc re their operation -

after the antics described above i understood you were the queen bee and probably the force behind some of the usually difficult angry dynamics of this board which have unfortunately cost me thousands of hours over many years

because of those antics and the longs attacking me because of your lies i felt like turning this board over to the bashers years ago-

but i was mostly silent-but i wont be if you start those games again=again i cant privately tell you these things because you have me on ignore!!!

dont you understand that when you have me on ignore you cant read my posts!!!

is that why you keep telling this board i am doing nothing -just as you lying told longs years ago-is it the same alter???

what are your plans now - to continue attacking me publicly and privately in an attempt to throw another mutiny???
so you can become mod!?

if there is anything left of the person i knew before you went crazy you are probably at a crossroads -

you can apologize for the thousands of hours your previous games cost me and your recent lies and insinuations or you can go the darth vader route permanently

-i have only seen one person who previously rejected their time of visitation receive another time of visitation-only to reject that time of visitation also- so if you want to be a leader in memory of the transition which you were involved with in this company many years ago now is your chance - you will have to use all your strength to consciously resist that alter taking complete control

-how can you read my posts because you cannot see them because you have me on ignore!!!!

i've let you post many posts which violated the tos in your attempts to control the board without you adding much of substance in the hope that craziness would not return!!!!

you still publicly call yourself a born again christian and 'praise the lord' and all that on this board-so if that is true and not a game by a counterfeit religious spirit then you are well aware of the requirements of repentance,arent you!!!

which requires you restore what you have stolen from me-not start the crazy games all over again