Maronti, i feel for you. I think we all had high hopes but we really should blame ourselves, even if mark is not all the ceo we wished he would be. I too did not realize the gains I prayed to have and sold all my shares (in the millions pre RS) but it was a decision that I had made... just wish I sold much earlier, but again that was my decision, not mark.
Sorry you are where you are today but any decisions we make, we ultimately make. Trust no one, especially Mark.