Red after dark Not sure what do say anymore
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Posted On: 05/31/2020 11:05:57 PM
Red after dark
Not sure what do say anymore
What I am sure is, I have to say something...
Posted this song before
Means even more now, than then...
"On bended knee is no way to be free
Lifting up an empty cup, I ask silently
That all my destinations will accept the one that's me
So I can breathe..."
I remember when I was 15 I saw some cops while I was walking and went a different way to avoid
White 15 year old, you knew it wasn't going to be officer friendly
Didn't want a confrontation
You know, Skinny white kid # target
What I didn't want, I got
Harassed me, pushed me around and said some shit you can't take back
The turning trick?
Some very bad shit to a 15 year old, really bad in an alley with no one around
I wasn't breaking any law
That night and every other time I was around a cop
I wanted to reach...
Truth is, my Dad some much worse thing to me
What he said to me, I wanted to reach...
It was some though words
Maybe that is what is missing in parenting
Some though words
While I didn't want to hear it
While I didn't agree with it
While even long after his death I would have hoped there was a better way to get the message to me
Now I know, there was no other way
It's called though love
I had a bunch though love run in with cops over the years
Some on them, some one me
Seems like a few times a year
I remember undercover cops pulling me over for doing 60 over
How dare they!
That was my top speed in my MGB GT
My, non S Healey would only do 70mph
My Triumph, now that 6 would kick S, non S though
Snow on the ground
Bald tires on wire wheels
Yeah, I might have been going a tad over
"Can we see your license?"
Haven't you seen it before?
Have we did this before?
No...
What do you mean, No?
I got a couple of crickets... I mean a few previous tickets
Try them out of your pocket while handcuffed in the back seat
I was one of 4 cars speeding that night
How do I know?
I was the only dude in a foreign car
3 others were doing 110 mph
I get youth
I get above the law
Even back then, cops really gave me a hard time
More than you know
I remember getting pulled in the same MGB GT
Driving home a drunk guy from a bar
Turned left, hard left...
Drunk guy said, you know that was a cop?
I said thank god I had two wheel on the ground or I'd be in some shit
They said I had only two wheels on the ground when they pulled me over
I said which two?
I said, you should see the shit I can do with one big wheel...
Didn't go over well
I remember that same car I was trying to push start
Cops pulled up and said, "Nice night to steal a car"
They smiled when they said that
Good cops
They deescalated the situation
Funny thing, I couldn't find the keys at that moment
Guy with me was a Vietnam vet
He as wearing the jacket he wore there
He kept walking
Kept walking down the block
"Hey where is you friend going?"
Maybe looking for my keys?
Guy asked me a year later to bail him out of jail
Seems he was caught walking out of Walgreens with a case a beer without paying
Seems like looting before looting was popular today
I bail him out
I got a lot of shit from the police for doing it
Seems there were patterns
Guy owned me $300
Now another $100 for bail
Never saw a penny of it
$400 to figure out who is full of shit?
Worth it
And that was back in a day I made a few bucks an hour
200 hours
Sometimes in life it might take you a life time to figure out who are your friends
200 hours well worth it
Wasn't about the money anyway
Here's the kicker
This is where it hurts me...
He was a social worker for vets at the VA
Guy didn't need to steel beer
Last time I talked to him was when I picked him up from jail
You want to get over cops?
You are naive as to how systemic this goes
My city, now the neighborhood that need the stores and the jobs, are the most are getting hit
What will happen next is every citizen standing up for justice
You rob a store, and let's get this clear...
Looting is robbing. It's a crime
When you rob, you are putting a knee to not only the store owner neck, but their employees
Back in the day of democracy, you could elect people willing to make a change
What some haven't figure out is your protests are being 'gamed'
Your protests are being 'gamed'
I remember last night someone saying, would you stop calling them protesters
Those protesters went home peacefully
No protesters would condone violence and crime
Today in our land of democracy, you could elect people willing to make a change
But wait, there is more
Isn't what is happening today like what has been happening on message board for the last 10 years?
People taking advantage of others?
Some really good companies trying to help people, and the "mob" comes in and loots?
I am battling that 'mob' on a message board
I am at a lost for the mental mob mentality they instill
What you reap, you will sow...
Not sure what do say anymore
What I am sure is, I have to say something...
Posted this song before
Means even more now, than then...
"On bended knee is no way to be free
Lifting up an empty cup, I ask silently
That all my destinations will accept the one that's me
So I can breathe..."
I remember when I was 15 I saw some cops while I was walking and went a different way to avoid
White 15 year old, you knew it wasn't going to be officer friendly
Didn't want a confrontation
You know, Skinny white kid # target
What I didn't want, I got
Harassed me, pushed me around and said some shit you can't take back
The turning trick?
Some very bad shit to a 15 year old, really bad in an alley with no one around
I wasn't breaking any law
That night and every other time I was around a cop
I wanted to reach...
Truth is, my Dad some much worse thing to me
What he said to me, I wanted to reach...
It was some though words
Maybe that is what is missing in parenting
Some though words
While I didn't want to hear it
While I didn't agree with it
While even long after his death I would have hoped there was a better way to get the message to me
Now I know, there was no other way
It's called though love
I had a bunch though love run in with cops over the years
Some on them, some one me
Seems like a few times a year
I remember undercover cops pulling me over for doing 60 over
How dare they!
That was my top speed in my MGB GT
My, non S Healey would only do 70mph
My Triumph, now that 6 would kick S, non S though
Snow on the ground
Bald tires on wire wheels
Yeah, I might have been going a tad over
"Can we see your license?"
Haven't you seen it before?
Have we did this before?
No...
What do you mean, No?
I got a couple of crickets... I mean a few previous tickets
Try them out of your pocket while handcuffed in the back seat
I was one of 4 cars speeding that night
How do I know?
I was the only dude in a foreign car
3 others were doing 110 mph
I get youth
I get above the law
Even back then, cops really gave me a hard time
More than you know
I remember getting pulled in the same MGB GT
Driving home a drunk guy from a bar
Turned left, hard left...
Drunk guy said, you know that was a cop?
I said thank god I had two wheel on the ground or I'd be in some shit
They said I had only two wheels on the ground when they pulled me over
I said which two?
I said, you should see the shit I can do with one big wheel...
Didn't go over well
I remember that same car I was trying to push start
Cops pulled up and said, "Nice night to steal a car"
They smiled when they said that
Good cops
They deescalated the situation
Funny thing, I couldn't find the keys at that moment
Guy with me was a Vietnam vet
He as wearing the jacket he wore there
He kept walking
Kept walking down the block
"Hey where is you friend going?"
Maybe looking for my keys?
Guy asked me a year later to bail him out of jail
Seems he was caught walking out of Walgreens with a case a beer without paying
Seems like looting before looting was popular today
I bail him out
I got a lot of shit from the police for doing it
Seems there were patterns
Guy owned me $300
Now another $100 for bail
Never saw a penny of it
$400 to figure out who is full of shit?
Worth it
And that was back in a day I made a few bucks an hour
200 hours
Sometimes in life it might take you a life time to figure out who are your friends
200 hours well worth it
Wasn't about the money anyway
Here's the kicker
This is where it hurts me...
He was a social worker for vets at the VA
Guy didn't need to steel beer
Last time I talked to him was when I picked him up from jail
You want to get over cops?
You are naive as to how systemic this goes
My city, now the neighborhood that need the stores and the jobs, are the most are getting hit
What will happen next is every citizen standing up for justice
You rob a store, and let's get this clear...
Looting is robbing. It's a crime
When you rob, you are putting a knee to not only the store owner neck, but their employees
Back in the day of democracy, you could elect people willing to make a change
What some haven't figure out is your protests are being 'gamed'
Your protests are being 'gamed'
I remember last night someone saying, would you stop calling them protesters
Those protesters went home peacefully
No protesters would condone violence and crime
Today in our land of democracy, you could elect people willing to make a change
But wait, there is more
Isn't what is happening today like what has been happening on message board for the last 10 years?
People taking advantage of others?
Some really good companies trying to help people, and the "mob" comes in and loots?
I am battling that 'mob' on a message board
I am at a lost for the mental mob mentality they instill
What you reap, you will sow...
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