How is everyone doing here? This was the second pe

How is everyone doing here? This was the second penny stock I ever bought. I threw 30 Grand at this at 0007. I watched my account grow to over a million dollars and back to zero. I lost everything (over 100,000$) after that because I acquired a gambling addiction. I get constant mood swings almost like I have bi polar. People tell me oh you're lucky because you only lost your 30,000 and not over a million. They can go f- off
Slowly recovering but even a 300$ loss bothers me now when before 200,000 Dollar swings didn't bother me when this stock was hot. That is all