You just remember what you said, your son would sa

You just remember what you said, your son would say. Suck it up and drive on! You can't change the past, but can the future. Hang in there buddy. Just think of what your son would want, it's a good way to channel your grief. Maybe start a local grant or a local charity in his name, when this all comes to a head. Shoot me a pm if you ever need to chat with someone.