Tom, no sorrys needed. I have enjoyed your putting
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I almost lost my now 16 yr old, 2 yrs ago, from spinal meningitis, from a surgery. I did not lose him, but the thought was very real. I can't imagine what you have went through, but stay strong. Time usually heals all, not sure, but have faith brother. There is a bunch of good folks here to talk to. Don't hesitate to pm some.