I put way over 180k into verb and hold 29000 share

I put way over 180k into verb and hold 29000 shares..even with dollar cost averaging I am way down....Continue to add but waiting for when We see this over 5 or 7 to see a bit of light at the end of this long tunnel..I even think Aristotle would agree with many that the investor buying stock has been tread upon these last 2 years. Still hopeful that 2nd quarter of 2020 will be cheerful and give many of us hope for a brighter day. WHY ARE WE NOT RECOGNIZED IN THE MARKET..WHO HAS OVERLOOKED US..AGAIN. WHY.???? WHERE SHOULD VERB GO TO GET MARKET RECOGNITION..JUST A THOUGHT OR YWO OVER THR WEEKEND.