I got paid today and can't hit the trigger. I thi

I got paid today and can't hit the trigger. I think White has a plan but it's waaaaaay off to baring any fruit. It is being said that our "software" is gonna separate us from other distributors who are already selling same phone from same manufacturer. That's a small flashlight in a big dark room at this point and a huge "if." Cycloids is no longer with us and we've been given nothing to what the software might possess except tweets from last summer that left you with more questions than answers.
I picked the wrong time to quit drinking .....