as we approch the end of 2018 lets reflect on how

as we approch the end of 2018
lets reflect on how we are leaving it
I for one i have to be thankfull to still be alive and supporting my family now,but
30 years ago i was fighting an addiction ,and i wiped out all my family whealth almost lost the house and put the entire family under a lot of turmoil but slowly i was able to get better ,not lost it, just under controll!
I was in a program for over 15 years.
Last year around this time i fell 25 feet from a ladder and survived it with just a broken Pelvis
So now are at the turning point with Sfor?
how will change our lives if indeed this will turn big$$$$?
the money that i was fighting sooo hard
to try and get 30 years ago can make me finaly happy once arrive?
One thing i know for sure now,money is not the answer,but if indeed comes in a big way, i hope will not change who i am
my only hope is that Finaly i may be able to help those that i love and were there in my troubling times!!!
Good luck everyone,young/old
it's time to reflect and make some plans
once $$$$ comes
I miss all the time lost with my family because i had to work two jobs for many years to fix my ongoing problemes years ago
I miss my recent lost Brother
he is still my Lion
and i wish you all a safe and happy
New Year
If some of you have addictions
please sick help before really gets out of hand and ruins your life and everyone around you!

Lets Welcome 2019 tomorrow night
with family and friends!!