I Have always wondered over last "X" years since I

I Have always wondered over last "X" years since I've invested in this company NTEK and listened to members of this board give input in support or otherwise, but i still stumps me why people continue to be negative even if your down 90 + percent like me, I still have that outside hope... even if its "MISS PLACED HOPE!!!" I invested in a company on the OTC market and in a company,management (Al Stone,David F, foley's brothers, Mitch Lowe, and others and consultants and "technology" that i have a little knowledge about, but I still knew it was a "RISK" which I think all investments are.....NO... But I do also Know that I've been a long from the beginning also and I'm still VERY OPTIMISTIC STILL!!! I KNOW, I KNOW!! Preaching to the Choir!!