It's not that you're a bad guy but just someone who had no skin in the game and shouldn't be here in the first place. Sure I lost on this one but other risky stocks I bought have given me the pleasure of a very secure financial life. As Vinnie once said , "Win some, lose some". Thank GOD my wins far exceed my losses. If you don't take an occasional risk in the market it will never make you rich. Good luck to you, but_____Get a life!