I will raise my hand as someone that contemplated

I will raise my hand as someone that contemplated getting out, at least partially, probably three dozen times and never did over my 9 or 10 years. Your reasoning is the exact reasoning. And I can listen to 99 people talk about it negatively, but if I even just had 1 person that was optimistic, I would hang onto that, because it was the outcome I wanted and convinced myself it was the outcome that would happen. Over and over again I did this to myself. This sure thing is now a sure thing in the other direction. Selling is now pointless, so I'll still keep checking on occasion, but the hope is completely dead and buried for me now.