I am not religious at all, but I respect that. Maybe there is a higher power that directed some of us here, but most of all it was a random chance you were either stuck in TALK or you found it at the right time. If there is such a thing as even luck then that's what it is in my opinion, then having been given the information, you see the information through the bullsh*t, if it turns out the way you expect, when you look back thank yourself for believing enough in yourself to hold on, and maybe there is God in you, but as far as an omnipotent figure who controls all, if you believe that and that helps, really still don't short change your own decisions, thank yourself believing in your own ideas and speculations. No offense intended.