I'm disappointed from a pure investor point of vie

I'm disappointed from a pure investor point of view. I did well when this ran to ten cents and made some money so I can't complain. I sold at ten cents and got back in at three cents but kept a chunk of profit. my original investment was in a mmj company not a drink company, so I'm disappointed in the split amount. My mmj investment has just been reduced a great deal and my hope for a return has just been converted to a drink company. It doesn't take a lot of DD to figure out that drink companies on the OTC don't do well share price wise. so hoping that the drink company will get back to three cents is unlikely because none of them are close to that. Doing some quick math, in order for me to break even via the mmj company it would have to be somewhere around $21 a share. I don't see that happening soon seeing they don't have a license yet. Even with the license it will take years to build a solid return. I know this by looking at how well the current mmj companies are doing. None are at $21 a share or would be if they went public. In the end my hopes of making any real money are gone and my new goal is to try and break even with my three cent investment. I've been a big supporter for several years and have been a solid long on this board but I'm an investor and reality is reality. My only hope is that the spin off will open under a penny so I can double down and hope that the share price will jump on license day.