I keep buying this stock. I don't even know why. I

I keep buying this stock. I don't even know why. I think I have a problem...., or maybe it's just a feeling. They aren't giving me any reason to buy, but my gut is telling me to do so. Real smart or real dumb? The time until the meeting is getting smaller and smaller but so is my value. What a squeeze! I think I like stress and punishment. What other reason could there be?