I wish I could believe after a year of nothing hap

I wish I could believe after a year of nothing happening. I wish I knew what you do ,to still have faith in this because all I have heard is words spoke and none of it come true . And please don't say next week it's coming. I have heard that for a year also . And as I said I don't trust him enough to make a transaction with him so y would I call .this last miss was my last time believing anything he says