Restricted shares I guess. I am not made anymore

Restricted shares I guess. I am not made anymore in I had many more shares and I hit the buy button. Who hit the buy bottom at you house. So my situation is my fault. I am not afraid to sell anything when I see its foundation having a fire sale. At one point I had a large block of shares. I have over a million shares of 7 penny stocks right now and 25 more positions with 250 k or more. I spent the most for teco and that is a fact $14000.00. now the money is gone for me and I am ok with that because I spent it propping up this stock for my friends for three years. Smacking the ask remember over and over about 6 of us were hitting the ask every day and I even bought the .0067s. I see how I am appreciated for this. I just made a huge sale and will be having Christmas at my house this year. I lost some money in a couple of bad buys so if I can salvage Christmas with my shares that is my choice. God Bless