mods?....

I am a new investor..been here since March...i understand this is a "penny stock"...and people have there lives invested in this hoping to make it "rich" so of course they will defend it with the utmost scrutiny...i own 350,000 shares and have over 20,000 invested...i am 34 years old and sometimes i wonder what the phuck i am doing investing this kind of money(to me it is a lot, but i have faith in this based on my limited research so far) in a speculative stock...this is all about money and ppl are in this for themselves..the whole FB pages and other investing sites can be easily manipulated....someone says something with "confidence" and they supposedly have "credibility" then everyone jumps on board...no offense i do not know much about a "certain mod" but he rubs me the wrong way..its just a feeling but something doesnt seem right...i feel he trys to speak/act a little too smart...possibly playing both sides like a politician for self benefit...i have a lot to learn and am trying my best but am at the same point not trying to be brainwashed....based on my limited knowledge and i stress limited i dont think anyone can be trusted...i think you have to do research yourself and not rely on others...snakes in this game and a few seem to pop up every week or so...i can literally find articles on the internet that say eating ur own shit is good for you just like anyone else on here can find any info to back up any opinion/thought that they have on any of the numerous subjects that surround fitx