Ugh, while I'd like to continue to take money out

Ugh, while I'd like to continue to take money out of my mutual funds and play it here, I'm realizing that I need to stop the risk at some point. Holding strong, but I need to stop buying! Can't afford it haha. Can't BLTA, MRIB, or VGPR just cooperate at some point and go through the roof so that I CAN afford to gamble it?? I'm a believer, but at some point my lack of funds has to knock me back into my place. I'm certainly envious of those of you who have already found success in penny stocks. I'm still chasing that golden cock!