my hopes and dreams with this company is getting r

my hopes and dreams with this company is getting really tattered. I believe the reverse split will be 2000:1 and at the constant pps of .0001 a reverse split of 2000:1 would give us the .20/share as promised for the certificate......IF they can survive long enough to even do that at this point. I dont know what to think any more at this point. And it really sucks that seamm and cassandra has called the shots right on target all this time. It is very sad and horrific to think that if i had listened to them long ago i would not be down such an ungodly amount of money right now and i wouldnt have dragged so many people down with me.
I literally have friends and family that i had gotten on board to buy when this was VDSC and trading north of .01 !!!!!!! and now at .0001 their investment is 99.999% lost. How the hell do i make this up to them? Sad to say it but this did in fact turn out to be my worst investment in 20 freaking years! It doesnt get any worse than this! We bought shares for a year and a half and when this was trading at north of .01 and it turned out the company had nothing to show for billions of shares. I literally took $60,000 worth of money and set it on fire on the words of Peter Villiotis. I made my bed and i gotta lay in it. i have nobody to blame but myself for my investment decision and for being too trusting.