glad to report feeling much better, and now chilling by the pool, in the shade, with a nice breeze, and cold water, reading the brand new culture magazine, some how that alone has all ways made me feel better, and will say its a good one, and really like the saying i just read, with out dark, there would be no light, with out fear, you would have no courage, with out set back would have no triumps,with out knowing both sides of the battle, you can't appreciate the win, it is the light at the end of the tunnel that we can believe in, i prayed for a sign before reading, you can be the judge, sign or no sign, i think you know how i feel,