trust me, i am good with small talk, just not good

trust me, i am good with small talk, just not good with putting myself out for rejection, have always played it safe, well not any more,some how, its like my higher power is speaking threw you, blowing me away right now, but one thing i forgot to share, we have old war war 2 planes that are warming up for the air show, so cool they fly over when i am bike riding, last year i was at a picnic table and saw one comeing right at me, so i jumped up on the table and waved my arms , and gave him two thumbs up, he flew right over me, at a low level, after he passed he tilted his wings for me, so cool,