Well you're in stocks so you want money, which he doesn't preach I'm sure you had pre marital sex, stole, fantasized about woman you see, maybe you've cheated, and several other sins so I guess you shouldn't worry what Jesus is going to do with me and only worry about yourself cause I have my own relationship with god and god is as sarcastic as me so he knew I was joshing and wait let me go to confession and ask forgiveness. Or just pray for forgiveness from all and powerful. I just did. I won't find out if he forgives till I die. Or he takes me. Or my soul will wonder the earth, or is my soul already wandering the earth cause this is hell. I dk.