After many years of struggling physically in great

After many years of struggling physically in great pain to continue to work I thought I had finally found the right investments to allow myself to stop living my days in excruciating pain to make a living ( a very measly one ) I sold a lot of profitable stocks to put 90% of what I have into NTEK because the company was doing and saying the right things ( now they IMO are just doing the right things ). Even though I didn't have a lot of money I felt pretty secure on where it would go invested in NTEK. I felt great not getting up and killing myself everyday....Right now I feel Nanotech has fumbled the ball and truthfully after paying my taxes I am not so sure I will be able to continue on with what I have left ( without having to go out and try working again )...I hope and pray that NTEK does what I felt 100% sure of in getting in to the stock but am not very sure at all of any more..I did my homework on this and could not find any reasons to think we would be sitting here with a share price below a dime in 2014....I am disappointed...Plus I emailed NTEK asking if the SHM would be streamed to shareholders 2 days ago....NO answer! Is that a hard question?...This is NOT the same company I bought into...I just hope they manage to pull the rabbit out of the hat or I for one will be screwed...I hate gettin F'ed without a little lovin!..I think I am most mad at ME for believing my struggles were over...