I hate to be so negative, I'm often the 1st to def

I hate to be so negative, I'm often the 1st to defense when others are, but it's just so predictable and it seems every time we make progress it gets pushed right back down.  It's become more than a pattern. I think today will be interesting, if we have a sell off I'll be the 1st to tell myself told you so.  If we hold I'll apologize.  But one things for sure, I've left hundreds of thousands on the table not trading this.  Where is the company's pride?