Not a single dollar from shares that where used to

Not a single dollar from shares that where used to pay debt went into my hands or the company's. I have not sold any of my shares. As I stated before these shares issued paid debt from a year before. The notes come due 12 months after we recieved the money . We never borrowed much but the share price was more then 20 times higher when we borrowed. Then Collins started his at attack on the company. Those actions driive down the share price and put us in a position where we had to pay debt at these terrible prices. That's why out outstanding grew as it did. If the price would have just stayed the same we would not be in this position.