WOW! 50 years of marriage together! One doesn't he

WOW! 50 years of marriage together! One doesn't hear a testimony like that very often anymore! I do so hope that they were happy, fun-filled years together, dneigh! Susy & I almost made it to 42 years together! We were so close! We just did everything together! Best friend & companion that I ever had! But BOY! When she 'spanked ' me on occasion, for being a bad boy, she would really let me have! She would have been 79 this past August the 4th if she had lived. We were hoping for another 10 or 20 years together, but then she would have been 99 when she died, and I would have been 89! So, maybe it is better this way, as she was so afraid of me going first, and of her being left all alone, as she didn't want to have to go live with any of her people or mine. For she was always very independent that way.Well, I miss her bunches, but THE LORD chose to allow it to happen as it did. Kinda hard to figure HIM out sometimes, why HE allows this or that to happen. I guess that's where the trust has to come into play...  Did you ever talk to Edward over there in liehub land? Is there any hope for me, or is his heart going to be like adamantine stone? I wonder why I keep paying those people to treat me the way that they do, ey? GBU dneighnay. I wish you & your lovely wife for many more happy years together! Good luck in KMAG! Sincerely, Jaime