This whining line of thinking belongs on ihub.  I'm down 1000s on my last batch of teco too. the only way to change this is to produce more oil and smack the ask to create momentum.  Not run the investment down.  Take you rants to you psychiatrist because if you continue to complain you will only cause low moral and that will not help the pps.  It is necessary to put you on ignore at this point. 
good luck and

god bless. 


Dead Cat Bouncer