Totally hear you.  Do you know what I do when I get nervous...I do my DD and remember "Oh yeah....we got the best game in town with the biggest bully".  We're in the best position for return IMO.  Hang tight and know the only problem you'll have when we break free is what to do with all your money.  We gotta fight but the boards sound more positive every day and I think our boys are on it even though they seem quiet.  Their ego's are on the line.