I agree 100% with you blind! I'm just disappointed at the ongoing snails pace of progress.  Especially in lieu of the many 2012 PRs I invested in.  If we had this newslettter during spring of 2012;  my average would be much lower and I would be looking at green.  This is my frustration which I can't seem to forgive or forget.  On the other hand "time heals all wounds".