It’s becoming clear that you want a penpal. I am flattered but suggest you try and find a beginners forum, jumping in the elite with me just isn’t fair to you. Take some classes, both in business, communication and ego surrendering. You will benefit from all.

Always remember, it’s ok to get mad - it’s never ok to mean. Know where the line is and don’t cross over. You continue to cross over with your communication. This will never benefit you. At some point you will learn how to not trip over something behind you, you just aren’t there yet, work on it. I know you have good on the inside, showing it isn’t weakness. It’s smartness.

Take care Ricki.