Yeah right… the modified PG rated definition is the one you meant. Here is the one I saw and it looks the more likely that you were referring to in the context of your statement.


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mas·o·chis·tic
/ˌmazəˈkistik/
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adjective
deriving sexual gratification from one's own pain or humiliation.
"masochistic sexual fantasies"
(in general use) enjoying an activity that appears to be painful or tedious.
"he seems to take a masochistic delight in confronting uncomfortable truths"