the topic is a moot point really...4 plus years and now u question ur investment..
are u just doing this for attention? seems like it.. are you expecting others to chime in? maybe they're out and about...maybe they'll give you a similar answer. Maybe you're looking for moral support...I dunno...

..the only one who can decide what to do is you. the DD is there.. if you are looking for influence? that is not a good thing...