You're right. But how do you get there? You have to operate like it or you will never achieve it.  And you have to "see"  thru your vision in your mind long before you see it with your eyes.  Joel Osteen "saw" himself preaching in the Compaq center for 3 1/2 years before he was given the key by the mayor. Hope is a powerful thing.  My best to you,  Jim