God bless you and DOC. I am at the age that this year has seen a lot of family pass. I think they take a little part of you with them. I feel this whole year has been struggle social isolation struggle and holiday can't be easy for a lot of us. I get though it by just telling my self the best is yet to come. I can imagine for DOC though all his clinics and methadone programs probably saved 1000's of lives but could not save one so near. It takes a special person to over come that.