The frustrating thing is she had no option, was told to get her affairs in order and she decides that she wanted to try this treatment. That's hope. Then to be told to fill out paperwork because it has tp be done? Told that it could be dangerous for her if she proceeded down this treatment path? Trying to get permission from people that have no stake in her life?

When she decided. One piece of paper should be required to state that she understands the risk, and holds everyone harmless if it doesn't work. I feel like hope was taken away just so people could cover their behinds. My care should be my decision. This should have been a weeks work and then the drug administered.

I'm thinking about her family this morning and about lost hope and possibilities.