I am not a psychologist but NP strikes me as a resolutely not a WASP type of a businessman, let alone a CEO in a modern Western sense of this type. Essentially, this means that unlike them he's inwardly split between leronlimab as his religious vocation and duty ,on the one side, and his mundane responsibilities and vanities ($$$) as a corporate animal to "deliver." He must experience a lot anguish and a feeling of guilt before his investors, people who live between fear and greed. And it is this feeling of guilt that compels him to impose on himself one deadline after another as well as predictably failing to make them. I read about his book on modern Islam. He wants to be a good Muslim which is hard if not impossible in his situation. Leronlimab is a pass for him to the world without fear and greed. IMO, I should add.