Not sure who needs to hear this but you shouldn’t be investing if you can’t afford to lose it and definitely should never count on a stock to save your financial life or to make you a certain amount to pay all your bills by a certain date! Nothing is a sure thing in investing and especially not in OTC land! Trust in Doc, stop obsessing on day to day price, stop risking money you don’t have, and stop crying. I wish everyone good fortune and may the force be with you...always.