OMG, Tom, I am so sorry-cant imagine. Try to picture your son sitting and smiling with Jesus in Heaven. You all miss him, but Jesus will not allow him to miss you all-that would not be Heaven-but he will jump with joy when you all enter paradise and he is there. What a glorious day is coming when you can hug him again. These things are easy to say, but I know you are hurting. But it is only for a short while-you will be with him for eternity soon.