Sqott, you have totally discredited yourself by saying you were thrilled and people could PM you to get govorchin's "secret information," then badmouthing her as unreliable (after saying you were so thrilled and wanted to share her "secret" information), and then claiming that you're thrilled for other reasons.

This is a classic sqott move, saying one thing, getting called on it, and then insulting the people who called you on it.

it's called "gaslighting," trying to make people believe something that is not true.

You have no credibility. No one believes you.

EDIT: I really should delete all your subsequent posts on the grounds of untruth, but I think it's better to let people see you try to squirm out of the mess you made.